I am at the verge of cheating on my husband
Original Posted by - Amazon Hello everyone, I really needed to put this out there to save my sanity and maybe reduce the pressure i feel in my soul.
I am a married woman. I love my husband very much and he loves me too, even more. That's even why i cant understand why i am in this situation right now!
It's my colleague at work. We have been friends since he started working with us 5 years ago. Our freindship actually started from when i handled his orientation into the company and since then we have grown as friends. Thing is, since last year, the friendship is taking a different dimension.
We go for lunch together everyday (we used to do so before but not every day) and chat on skype like crazy!
We confide in each other etc. Last year, one day i worked late, he offered to stay and keep me company. When i was ready to leave, he walked me to my car and gave me a tight hug. Since then, hugging is now part of our routine.
I honestly know it's totally wrong, but i crave it badly. We hug, tightly for many minutes and that's it. But i feel his passion (erection) when we hug. and i also feel very aroused too.
I have tried avoiding him, it worked for a while until i bumped into him and i felt the paqssion all over again.
I dont want to cheat on my husband. but i love the feeling this man makes me feel. I have always said i would never allow any other dick enter me apart from my huband's dick ,after marriage. mainly because, i wouldnt want to start comparing dick and technique inside marriage! That will be disastrous!
I have willfully forgotten when my exs were like in bed and i dont want to have to have another experience that will make me start comparing my husband with another.
And then, there is the sin part!
I am so confused! why does something so sweet have to be so wrong????
Anyone had such experience before? What did you do?